To you: Part one

To the greatest performer ever known -- Michael Jackson,

I still can't believe that you're actually gone -- for real. It's sad. I have never in my life admitted to being a big fan of someone but with you, there's no hiding it because you are amazing. It's really sad that i wasn't able to touch you or even see you face to face in this lifetime (though i would only be speechless and spoil that moment) but i know that when its my turn to be with God i would see you there dancing and singing like the king of pop you've always and forever be.

I miss you already, and in spite of all the controversies i am still your fan. I still have alot of questions to ask you but i guess "Michael Jackson" wouldn't be Michael Jackson if people completely understood the things you've done and would have done.

I still hope that your death was just part of your great performances where you'd just wake up one day (like your thriller mtv) and announce that its the start of your greatest come back.

You're still the greatest performer ever! You will be missed..

Thank you for bringing such joy and entertainment to all of us, we can never thank you as much but we can only pray and hope that you're happy and comfortable now resting peacefully and watching us. We know you've lived a full life.

RIP MJ ..