nineteenth

I am officially on desperate mode to look for a job now..

It's so boring when you're already used to doing a lot of things everyday.. i mean come to think of it, ever since i stepped on my third year in college up to the day when i was still working with the first company i worked with after graduating, I've been working from dusk til dawn.. hahah

It's such a shame that I've been bumming around for about 4 months now tsk tsk.. I do job hunting once in a while, obviously from the word itself, im not taking it too seriously.. It gets tiring when you get rejected because they couldn't pay you your asking price.. i wouldn't want to bring it down though, because i don't want to come cheap...

But then again according to a dear friend of mine, its a good thing that they reject me because of my asking price and not because i am not qualified.. so basically, its their loss not mine..

And because of that thought, ive been "chillaxing" to the best of my ability, until i woke up today and decided that i can no longer bare the thought of being a bum and having my dreams stop just like that...

I NEED A JOB! I WANT ONE SOOOO BAD...

My late birthday blog

This is the second time I've missed blogging about my birthday.. i wonder why.. Should have blogged late march 2nd...

Anyway, on with the thank yous...

• For making me realize certain important things in life
• For good health.. inspite of having bells and all that (im actually back to my normal self)
• For God's blessings
• and for adding another year into my life..

You know, even if im going through alot emotionally (until now).. im still happy about everything.. i still think im blessed and again i think that's more than enough to thank God for everyday..

Things happen.. but ive come to learn that those have happened because i allowed them to..

Im just thankful im still hanging on.. and smiling..

:)