my 2008 year ender blog

Its exactly a day and 12 mins. before 2008 ends and im already blogging my year ender..

Ive been thinking about how im going to assess my 2008 for weeks and this is what i ended up with..

An emotional roller coaster ride.

2008 has really hit me hard emotionally.. Im not about to rant and be bitter about all the things that happened, but instead ive decided to take it as a learning.

Ive been through alot, more than i could have ever imagined. Ive made big, wrong decisions in my life that i just couldn't get out of (even if i wanted to). I went through dealing with it without a shoulder i could really cry on. I felt so alone and lost. So lost that i almost thought i could never find my way out.

I got scared because i got sick and i dealt with it alone (emotionally) because it was the first time i had to go through something serious away from my parents. And along with that i had to fight for a relationship which until now im not sure of.

But inspite of it all, here i am still standing and already holding on to a hope of a bright new year, happy that even though it was awfully hard for me, i was able to go through it all leaving me with the lessons i couldn't ever forget for the rest of my life.

Thankful to have God on my side no matter what, and that even if His blessings weren't directly showered on me, it was given to the people whom i love (family and friends). And that His protection is more than enough for me to be happy about.

I can't wait to start 2009, nervous, yea, but i have to start to pick myself up again and be on my way to reach my dreams and correct the wrong decisions ive made one step at a time.. of course with God's help..

So best of luck and God bless for all of us this coming 2009

:)