To You: Part two

To Mang Jose,

Believe it or not, i still think about what could have been and the what ifs of our one-term-almost-relationship. Though im happy that after being bitter to you for almost two terms after our tragic end we became friends and i stayed special to you (with all the special treatments and stuff), it was sweet of you to make me feel that what we have will always be there without having to say anything anymore -- its a given.

You have your own love life now and i couldn't be more happy for you than any other guy ive had special relationships with. I guess you deserve to finally find her (even though i know you could have picked someone better, looks-wise *grin* but ok, i know the personality and how you two jive together is more important, so fine im ok with her). You better stick to one now!

Im not bitter, and im sure now that we are better off as friends that being "more-than-friends" I was right the first time.. Its your fault you made me change my mind and i hate you for that! Hmmp! But you made my college-life exciting and fun so thanks..

i miss you!

Ewww.. yuck.. *kidding*


To my college friends,

I miss you too really really.. but i just couldn't move now, i still have no choice, but im getting to it. I hope you guys could spare me your lunch time )for now) because that's my only way out of here.. Im really sorry but if you only knew what im in to right now you'd totally understand..

I will make sure i'd see you soon.. I will

To you: Part one

To the greatest performer ever known -- Michael Jackson,

I still can't believe that you're actually gone -- for real. It's sad. I have never in my life admitted to being a big fan of someone but with you, there's no hiding it because you are amazing. It's really sad that i wasn't able to touch you or even see you face to face in this lifetime (though i would only be speechless and spoil that moment) but i know that when its my turn to be with God i would see you there dancing and singing like the king of pop you've always and forever be.

I miss you already, and in spite of all the controversies i am still your fan. I still have alot of questions to ask you but i guess "Michael Jackson" wouldn't be Michael Jackson if people completely understood the things you've done and would have done.

I still hope that your death was just part of your great performances where you'd just wake up one day (like your thriller mtv) and announce that its the start of your greatest come back.

You're still the greatest performer ever! You will be missed..

Thank you for bringing such joy and entertainment to all of us, we can never thank you as much but we can only pray and hope that you're happy and comfortable now resting peacefully and watching us. We know you've lived a full life.

RIP MJ ..