Say what??! haha

I was watching the news and i came across an announcement that was just very ridiculous..
Its about praying for rain in our country.

There were a group of Catholic bishops who asked people to pray so God would send rain for the rice fields in the provinces to have enough water, then after a week of praying here comes a super typhoon, causing flood, traffic, suspension of classes and work (horay!) and all other stuff that comes along with it.. So now they are asking the people to stop praying for rain!.. hahah funny, just sooo funny! what a weird thing to hear coming from a Bishop..

Torn between

Picture from google images

I have tried my best, and its the first time ive really given-up on something.. I just cant do it anymore..

I have just been toiling over my thesis project.. its not like its the only subject i have (i have 2 more) and all their defenses for some strange reason falls all at the same week all the time.. One can only do as much and to prove that i guess my body finally gave in to all those stress shit.. I got sick and wasn't able to do much on that thesis project and wasn't able to be on our exhibit for its whole duration.

Thank God that the defense for the thesis got moved so i was able to finish it up.. but come internal defense they just dont like the whole thing at all...

What the heck am i supposed to do?! ive done what i can but still...

I do want to graduate NOW i really do, but i guess it just wont happen yet..

Im torn now between still trying to fight and reach the deadline til this coming friday or just finish it up next term.

How am i supposed to finish a whole project worth a month of toiling over plus a 20 page activity booklet to come along with it in 2 days??! Im no robot??!.. I also have another defense coming at the same time im supposed to defend this effin' thesis..

I just dont get it.. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO... really? im totally broken.. :(

TING!

ok.. so ive been trying to figure out who "buddy" is in my life and finally Ive come to this conclusion..

• he's not yet (my wishful thinking) my significant other or anything close to that
• He's not just a close friend (but more than that)
• Not just someone who just came and left
• He's definitely part of my "loved-ones" list
  
• And he's here to stay

With all that i guess its safe to say he's "a positive motivating force within my life" right now..

Not bad at all.. :) i guess im satisfied with that conclusion as of the moment, i can have a break with all that figuring-out-who-he-is-in-my-life part..

*result of too much listening to old school love songs

cheerios!