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Its one of my scattered-thoughts blog again.

Im just soooo sleepy but i still can't sleep because i have alot to do and its already making my head throb.

For some reason cobs is back and buddy's gone. Its weird but now i guess its true that when something/someone goes, someone/something new comes along. Im excited because my friendship with cobs is completely different, its more mature now, its nothing serious (relationship wise) but its more fun. But im missing buddy terribly. I dont know if i should as God to bring him back, but i think its much sweeter if he just pops up again just like how he came back a year ago

Im counting the days before my external, and im more than happy to be endorsed for that final defense!! i cant wait to finally sleep and not care about anything til after new year!

Thinking about that defense, im not really that scared anymore, for me its more of like, i dont care anymore, i just want to get over it.. But of course i want to pass with or without flying colors, im just too tired of it already hahah

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just an update i guess

Never thought i haven't been blogging for almost 2 months.. i wonder why (im not even busy) haha..

Just an update though.. ive passed my internal defense! whoopee and now im about to go through the last and final leg of my entire college life..

Then there was an almost "coup" in our country, the sort-of martial law policies for a day, I think Beyonce was here and Akon as well, and another bombing.. imagine that, in just two months alot has happened..

Im counting the days before Christmas (my fave time of the year).. i can smell that Christmas air again..

that's it for now, i better finish my remaining revisions so i can have that pen tab for a grad gift..

ohh.. and to whoever gets to read this, please pray for me and my external defense that's on the 13th of December.. thanks in advance.. *big bear hug*