Tit for tat

It's my sister's burp-day! woohoo! :) But unfortunately im stuck here far away from her because of the typhoon.. It's flooding outside!..

Oh well on to my very uneventful life.. i just fished a job post and tried my luck and now im waiting for the final interview.. (fingers crossed).. i couldn't say more but then again my life magically became exaggeratedly boring and complicated and it has been this way for about a year and 2 months now.. but yea know, who's to blame but me and that's the sad part.. The only light i see from this dark tunnel is the day when they'd finally migrate to canada.. and i wish oh no i pray that he'd have to stay there for years and couldn't come back for me.. Honestly? i really wouldn't mind that at all.. As a matter of fact i would be so relieved..

Don't get me wrong though.. i really love him and that's without a doubt.. but ive come to realize that the key to a very fair relationship is for both individuals to continue growing.. In our case -- he's the only one being blessed...

All i want now is a job and a very peaceful separation where its his fault or probably the situations fault and we wouldn't have any choice but to give it up.. I don't want to be cheated because i really love him and that would hurt so bad.. plus the least i could have as a consolation for all these is for the risks i took and the decisions i made be worth it.. while we're together.. I'd make him happy and i hope he'd do the same thing... quits for quits.. tit for tat..

There's no point in moping again because it only reminds me that my life would be overly exciting if i didn't take this awful and unrewarding turn.. my bad..

So i guess cheers and a bright future ahead..

oh.... buddy's about to come.. can't wait to see him... six days and counting..

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Oh the update..

But of course.. i still talk to her.. it's been frustrating though because no matter how i try not to see her faults it just irritates me and it has been so hard trying to keep myself from being sarcastic...

She's really boring and cheap. FOR REAL..

im keeping my cool though..

Sheesh.. its just such a wonder how the guy im with right now hates Bisaya people when in fact he has had bisaya girlfriends and not just that.. the cheap ones (for this certain girl)... I just smile everytime he speaks of how he hates all of the bisayas because its like he's eating what he's saying!..