a sudden change of heart?

I just came home from going school supplies shopping with the daughter of mr. partner, it was fun at least i was able to go out.. though not as fun as how it was when i go out with my sister.. The whole trip just made me miss my sister even more..

Its just a good thing that i finally found someone i could tell my feelings to (just regarding my fights with mr. partner and how bad he gets when he's mad and all...) just cause we're on the same boat.. She knows what im talking about and we both feel for each other.. It was just kind of odd because she asked me how i could stand being with him.. I mean, it was his daughter asking me that.. But i just smiled.. You can never trust anybody that much..

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The Update:

I guess im not that bad... i just realized i want to keep chatting with her and just make her my friend instead of making her fall for "him" because then i'd get to know her and probably understand why she has the nerve to do such evil things to me and stuff...

Though im not closing my doors to make a move and all, at least now if i become her friend, id hit her more when she comes back and starts to flirt again.. like what they say, your friends are your worst enemy..

I'll give her a chance.. for now

:)

oh hello!

Don't ask! im just the same...

Hmmm... i feel awful though that i wasn't able to be with my sister when she wasn't feeling to psyched to go to her job... i should have been there to support her and stuff but im not there and all i can do is text her.. (but of course that doesn't count as being "there" for her)..

I just pray she'd find joy and focus on something else instead of minding her other workmates and stuff.. and that the year would pass quickly..

As for me, im still waiting.. i hope to get the results as soon so i'd know my next move..

I guess im really getting bored (for real) because ive been assessing my emotions and ive noticed that ive been really regretful about everything everytime my monthly girl thing comes.. which explains why im so emotional and stuff.. but today... ive just finished my monthly girl thing and i feel so bored with the life "with him" that i have.. so more or less this emotion is not just caused by my pre-girl-thing stuff but of possible real feelings...

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The update:
Of course i won't forget...

Talking to her is pretty much BORING in capital letters.. there's nothing interesting about her... she is an english teacher (in china) but she "can't" speak straight.. and she's a liar... oh my! i asked her if she had ever "lived-in" with a guy and she said "never" tsk tsk tsk...

very interesting though...

a very neutral day

I just rearranged the laptop desk and im now seated beside the window with the view of the neighborhood below and the feel of the wind on my skin.. hmm better :)

This day is fairly neutral, nothing new, nothing too exciting .. nothing.. im not sad, but im not happy either... but i miss my sister so much.. i miss laughing with her and talking to her for long hours, i miss bugging her and pissing her off, i miss going window shopping and SHOPPING with her and eating out with her.. i MISS her...

But i don't want to sulk..

I wish he'd go to Davao so i could have a vacation and sleep at home for 2 days.. :)

Things to do today:

• Continue my quest to find the perfect job -- i hope it ends soon
• Text my sister and my dad -- about nothing at all
• Call sleepy to see if i have to go to his office
  
• AB routine! -- race to 59!
• Stay happy

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The update

Patience, patience patience! It was a bit hard to actually get her to talk to "him" for a get to know convo but like what they say you just have to try and try.. And after about 2 days of trying patiently.. I finally got her.. :) hahahah now we're "friends"

This is where it all begins..

:)

seventh

The things you do when you're bored and left all alone...

I DO forgive.. but i don't forget.. and when i get a chance.. i'll get back at yah!

I'll do pranks on the bitch (now we'll see who's a slut).. hehe not that i'm still bitter and all that, i guess i don't have any reason to be because im pretty confident that the guy is mine.. I guess im just bored to death and i miss my partner-in-crime sooo much...

We used to do things like these during highschool, you know cause confusion and weird situations (and who would have thought it was US) hahahah... i miss it.. and now just for the fun of it and to see if i still have the skills to do so.. i think i have the "PERFECT" victim...

and it YOU bitch!

*heart pounding of excitement*

I wasn't exactly planning to be a mean person again but remembered her all of a sudden and started to google her yahoo id.. fortunately she has a profile on a dating site *ting!* that gave me an idea... see its all her fault..

Prank checklist:

• Create an email account ---- check
• Create an account at that "dating site" ---- check
• Send her messages through the dating site ----- check
• Ask to be her contact in the messenger (make some lousy excuse) ---- check
• Wait to see if she takes the bait and wait to be confirmed as friend (messenger) ---- BINGO!

And that's the start of a brand new hobby! hahah... you see if she was smart enough and not be the airhead that she's always been she wouldn't accept the invitation of a person claiming that "he saw her profile at a dating site and decided to get to know her more"... Dating sites don't give out your email adds without you're consent.. how the hell would "he" know you're messenger id.. c'mon!

But thank you that youre an airhead because i won't be as bored until i get a job ..

what's next?

I'll keep you posted

:)