says who??

A friend of mine just asked me "why i don't have a blog" or rather "why i don't blog?" I just gave him a smile..

I obviously have a blog, but for some reason, nobody close to me really knew about it. I once told my sister and plugged it when it was all new but when i started to really write my inner thoughts and feelings i decided to let them just forget about it and never really reminded them ever since.

I dont know if its just me, or its a normal human instinct to keep some of their deep thoughts to themselves and/or seek other people's (meaning people i dont really know) comments or whatever they have to say about it.

Of course i do value true friendship, but sometimes it comes to that point where you just feel that they'd just tell you what they think you want to hear to make you feel better, maybe that's because they already knew me too well (or so they think). And I guess its just a matter of trying to still keep something for yourself at the very least of course. With that being said i think nobody ever really knew me that well except God and myself.

I do open up to my friends but not to that point where they can already see through me like im very transparent..

I believe that some realizations in life are learned through random people and from people who really doesn't know you well cuz they tell you what they really think, not all the time, but its good to hear alot of different opinions and you just have to put to heart whatever hit you the most..

Ok so im a little bored...

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Alright then, so i'm an old bearded being now.. hahah maybe cuz of stress.. But i have to admit im a big fan of that whole Harry Potter series (books and film) just fascinating..