not feeling well

i guess its a given that everytime you get sick you just cant think. I say that because i should be doing one of my homeworks today, actually i attempted but no luck.. it's just not happening.. i openned it and then i just ended up staring at it and listening to music. Its a good thing though that there's no classes today (thank God) well ive always wished that ever since i started feeling so bad and my temperature started to be hotter than the usual. But then again, while i was just watching television, i wished that this whole no classes thing happened when im all well and good because that way i can do anything and probably enjoyed the whole day.. ive got to get some rest...

come what may

Nobody knows what's instore for them tomorrow, tonight even the next second.. It's like your playing chess, trying to figure out what your next move'll be, while being clueless of the other's plans. I have not proven anything "that" big in my life yet, but i know and i have learned through the many years of living here on earth that, our life is really full of surprises. Surprises that would make you smile, laugh and even cry.. I guess in a way it's kind of cool (that life is like that) because it makes us look forward to whatever's next.. (not unless you did something wrong and you're really guilty.. DUH!) You have to admit that a little mystery now and then spices it up and makes it more interesting and meaningful.. :) imagine if life is soo predictable like once you're born, you go with a book that says everything you'd be doing in your life or a video with your life "fast-forward" .. That'll be boring! you woudn't think anymore, its useless to try new things, its not fun because you wouldnt have the opportunity to do something for the first time and discover what'll happened next, to learn what's right and what's wrong.. Well of course for some reasons, even i, wish that i would have a glimpse of what would happened next in my life.. especially when youre expecting an answer to what seems like your life long prayers and wishes.. I guess its just a matter of waiting and having faith because i know that our lives are planned by God in the way that He knows best suits us.. Accepting life as it is wouldn't make things worse for you in fact it would make it a lot easier. In the meantime while we wait for what's instore for us and for new things to learn we can always live our lives to the fullest (an emphasis to that its spelled with a "U" not with the double "O" :)

isnt it suppose to be Valentine's day

There is really something very unusual for the past 2 days.. Ive been wondering what it is and then it hit me, just now... why is everyone talking about ghosts?? i mean come to think of it, its February, 9 months away from the month of the dead.. cmon people, as much as i love to hear histories all those mysteries it freaks me out. Yesterday it was what everyone was talking about and then now, a person killed someone and took his own life after; this happened in an establishment right in front of our University (well, for obvious reasons that person wanted to put an end to whatever he/she wanted to put an end to..) I am bothered, really... well not that bothered-"bothered" i just want to know.. WHY? i mean i know the upcoming event isnt as Merry as Christmas, and that i personally am not a big fan of the event (valentine's day).. but im just sooo curious why, its the first time this ever happened...

this is something else now

actually, i dunno what to write.. i feel like im in the mood to but there's no particular thing on my mind.. I still dont know how this thing works, and im eager to see if people really read things here.. :) i dunno... anyway, ive always dreamed of being a really good writer well not my dream actually but something that i wanted to do just for fun.. I love to read, and when i get to read a book that was written like in a journal, i would always stop and think that if ill be able to write would i also make people stop and think.. Im telling you now, im not like those who would really make you think after reading the whole article, but id love to or love to know if i did.. hehhe.. Its funny how it feels writing here for the first time, i feel like im talking to myself... hahaha..

first timer

whoa.. im actually not used to sharing my thoughts.. but i guess there would always (and i say that again.. always) be things that would make you realize that somehow you have to get those stuff out of your head or you'll explode.. heheh.. :) ill try to make youre time worth while though.. (just try...) :)