just when i thought im getting used to it...

my confidence on that company just crumbles down again..

For jsut about a month or so, ive been through ALOT and i have seen alot of very uncalled for shitness an overly oppressive human being could ever do.

Think about it, he had all of us go through a military training for half a day (imagine going through a military course twice and then afterwards had us play airsoft) and then back to the office to work.. Imagine how exhausted everyone is.. i mean, playing airsoft is no big of a deal, its fun but to have him inflict pressure on us while playing and to have it done after being too exhausted from taking military course without being properly warmed up??!?! the hell with him!

And all sorts of other uncalled for things... ive been through all that.. and for some time i was really decided to leave the company. My friends and i were really preparing ourselves to leave and then for some reason, we decided to hold on for a little longer because it would probably be a good experience for all of us... Then slowly our friends who were Account executives gave up and left the company...

That made us think again... and then now... my boss' brother is making his move!... He's older than our boss and he already has 5 kids all from different mothers!.. its freaking me out and its sooo awkward to have him around..

i really really want to leave.. im so confused.. i dont know how to weigh things..

Im afraid that if i resign id look like im a quitter because ive jsut been there for about a month or so...

im really lost right now.. i never want to go back to the company because i dont want to see my boss' brother...

Everything's fine, im already ok, just scrap the boss and his crazy ideas and his brother and im ok with the company... i love my job and the people i work with.. but i cant last if things like these keep happening..

what should i do? should i leave and look for another job or leave and just apply to take post grad studies...

please help.. any advice would be greatly appreciated..

my post-birthday blog

Belated happy birthday to me!

It's just funny that i skipped blogging on my special day because im a working girl now.. hahah..

Ive jsut gone through re-reading my past birthday blogs and im extremely happy that each year i never run out of things to be thankful for.. Its a plus thing for being able to get what i want (material wise) each year but i think being able to receive blessings in alot of different ways and being able to go through impossible situations (and surviving) makes me look forward to the next years of my life..

Ive learned alot from "my" last year and that's a gift id really treasure for the rest of my life..

:)