hey buddy...

Lo and behold!.. i just did it.. i can't believe it!..

I decided to just tell him, i figured that he's one of my closest friends and most probably he won't put too much malice on it. I told him through a text messege and made it sound like a joke, well it was actually such a big joke for me.. (i find it weird and crazy)

this is the exact words: "Hey buddy, you know what, i find this weird and really crazy, cuz i think im starting to like you, and its NOT a really good thing!! hahah"

I had to wait for his reply.. and to make the long story short, it turned out really good.. he had to talk me out of finding the whole thing crazy because according to him its not.. so i had to explain to him my point (the whole risking our friendship thing and falling for my closest friend) and he goes "so does that have to stop you from liking someone?"... i was dumbfounded of course and all i had to say was "i don't know..." pretty lame but yea i really dont know what to say, he has a point..

I dont exactly know what this means cuz for one thing im not a guy and i can't read their minds but im hoping its not a bad thing.. (or is it? guysss out there??)

It seems ok though and its like our friendship's up one notch..

im super happy..