oh hello!

Don't ask! im just the same...

Hmmm... i feel awful though that i wasn't able to be with my sister when she wasn't feeling to psyched to go to her job... i should have been there to support her and stuff but im not there and all i can do is text her.. (but of course that doesn't count as being "there" for her)..

I just pray she'd find joy and focus on something else instead of minding her other workmates and stuff.. and that the year would pass quickly..

As for me, im still waiting.. i hope to get the results as soon so i'd know my next move..

I guess im really getting bored (for real) because ive been assessing my emotions and ive noticed that ive been really regretful about everything everytime my monthly girl thing comes.. which explains why im so emotional and stuff.. but today... ive just finished my monthly girl thing and i feel so bored with the life "with him" that i have.. so more or less this emotion is not just caused by my pre-girl-thing stuff but of possible real feelings...

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The update:
Of course i won't forget...

Talking to her is pretty much BORING in capital letters.. there's nothing interesting about her... she is an english teacher (in china) but she "can't" speak straight.. and she's a liar... oh my! i asked her if she had ever "lived-in" with a guy and she said "never" tsk tsk tsk...

very interesting though...