tenth

Its one of my scattered-thoughts blog again.

Im just soooo sleepy but i still can't sleep because i have alot to do and its already making my head throb.

For some reason cobs is back and buddy's gone. Its weird but now i guess its true that when something/someone goes, someone/something new comes along. Im excited because my friendship with cobs is completely different, its more mature now, its nothing serious (relationship wise) but its more fun. But im missing buddy terribly. I dont know if i should as God to bring him back, but i think its much sweeter if he just pops up again just like how he came back a year ago

Im counting the days before my external, and im more than happy to be endorsed for that final defense!! i cant wait to finally sleep and not care about anything til after new year!

Thinking about that defense, im not really that scared anymore, for me its more of like, i dont care anymore, i just want to get over it.. But of course i want to pass with or without flying colors, im just too tired of it already hahah

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