haberdey!

Another year has passed my life and looking back from all that has happened and well re-reading my blogs i'd have to really say there's a whole lot i have to thank God for..

For pickin' me up... from being slumped for the longest time.. i actually can't imagine that i could actually move on from it.. and for bringing someone back (not from the dead), though i have yet to discover what his real purpose in my life is (and i hope its not just to help me realize and move on) im super duper duper thankful he's back..

For new experiences... that made me strong and for jsut experiencing stuff.. this includes my actual hands-on experience in taking care of my grandfather and seeing him in his worst situation ever (mental, physical and everything else).. for dropping a major subject and feeling that its one of those i-think-i-made-a-right-decision feeling ha! (beat that!) for arranging a very successful get-together for the first time.. for being able to beat deadlines (miraculously and i only have God nonetheless to thank that for).. For spending this birthday without my sister for the first time which is a sad thing..

And a whole lot more goes down to this list.. i guess its always a good thing to look back because you realize then that "hey ive gone through all that and i survived!" and it makes you smile that up-to-the-ears smile.. :)

i love living life cuz its complicated and it's filled with surprises.. :)

Happy Birthday to me! :)